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it's always the end of the year..!?

Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 12/26/2008 06:44:00 PM

it's so irritating, that attacks keeps coming in ESPECIALLY at the END of the YEAR,
i can't handle this one , too tough, but if i'm gonna meet my target of serving God till
60, man, i gotta buck up, i'm tired, end of year, feel like leaving, it's easier for me to
do it now rather wait till next time , but i wanna hold tight and strong, at most, i get
a scolding and stares that i don't deserve for the things i'm accused of, life not that easy,
when you grow stronger abit, why? i'm angry. i'm tired, i'm lost.. gotta get everything done
and finished before 2009 comes.