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Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 5/26/2008 05:59:00 PM

the Lord is EXTREMELY CUTE. hahas. he always plays hide-&-seek with us. just because he wants our attention and wants us to seek him. and he also tells us some things that reflect on us during the period when he hides, and when you found him, everything becomes so light and you know, the past 2 weeks was the most desperate most pathetic days of my life. i used to be jumpy, happy, crazy, and everything just changed. but after yesterday, sunday. 25may2006. everything changed back to my old self and now my fire is burning so hot for him. i remembered my fire used to be burning and then suddenly it decreased, and i guess the Lord notices and plays a game with me just for me to seek him and make my fire burning again. i really want to thank him. we should be thanking God all the time because he is awesome all the time. i really speechless and joyful , hahas, i been fasting 21,22,23,25 may and 25 may was like the,,, most worth it. 21 was nothing, it was normal, 22 was getting desperate, 23 . ohmy, reaching my limit, 25 my gastric pains me and i was like running around, hospitalilty and stuff, stressed up too but you know what, the Lord fills me with strength but it kinda had a limit time or something , i only ate at 9+? so it really hurts alot. and sunday morning service was like BOOM for me.. i cry like i had never cried for a long time,. i like that part. hahas, slowly the Lord answers almost 2 prayers in a day which i was much fasting and praying for, first was a closer or a rejoined connection with him, he gave it to him , and the next was the disciple grp, you know the Lord knows what i was thinking and he answered it. everything went back to normal except some girlie stuff and YESTERDAY WAS TIRING, thanks to some souls. okays, I think that is almost all i had to say,, ohyeah., girls won boys over TUG OF WAR. hahas, and btw the way, junwei's cell, graceke'cell, us is just about to start the cell war, hahas, but we cant really do that because we are like a team in engage. lols. i go do some work then i have pathetic tuition..

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