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Pushing to the Limits

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Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 5/18/2008 11:18:00 PM

this week have been, the angle or rather the point that really is going to change my life alot and i don't quite like the change, but we still have to live with it though. i talk slowly through my week from monday till sunday,

monday:
was really awesome time i spent with God, doing my Qt, prayed for some specific things and he answered some of it already, i really really thank him.

tuesday:
another awesome time i get to spent with the holy spirit and all, was praying for wednesday prayer service and it was awesome la. cause i really prayed for it to be different

weds:
the day when everything changes, as if one part of mybody was missing, the holy spirit left me, kind of, i lost touch with him , really lost touch, lost contact. left lost.
it is like a tourist in another country, or a man who lost his directions or map.
it really changed everything. i rush off after service, cause i really need to calm down. i really need

thurs:
qt, couldn't even connect with him, everything just went BOOM.

fri:
tried again. really cannot connect , i prayed for sat, i couldn't feel the holy spirit

sat:
i have no idea what went wrong with me. but it was kind of awesome though. but shaunster was in bad mood, he reprimanded odette and all, lalala, me too. i dunno really know him. but. i keeping a distance away from him though., ever since we became disciple and master, everything just went KABOOM, or am i being overly sensitive or is lydia really interfering alot. but she is overrseer and all.. lalala. i have no idea,. really stressed out. so is debra. i feel lost. LOST.. i am so DESPERATE for the Holy spirit.

sun:
disobeyed the Holy spirit, regretteddd..
i can just say, i am going to let theholy spirit do what he is doing in my life

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