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SWOLLEN , HEAVY
Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 2/26/2008 07:59:00 PM

lalalaaalas. today is not a veri good day though. i had a swollen eye going to school which is like YUCK?! somemore i say alot cute hot guys. hahas. i was daydreaming though. hope tomorrow would be a better day . but tomorrows wedds/ got weds prayer. i not sure if i wanna go but shaunster says go la. but i got english remedial and all lor. i been hanging out with old people these few days. that i grown old too . i dunwan . i hatejeric. hes jerk. my class compared to 2e5 is like what the.. i really have to praise 2e5 for this. is not biased or what but 2e5. debra spread the message to 1 person . 1person only. in the end . 12 people turned up. Lord , i dunknow whats missing lord. i am searching for the thing missing. the missing item stoping me to reach out to my fellow friends. non.christian and all. Jesus. what is it. i really wan to know. please talk to me.
i dunwan a school cell with only 2e5 . i dunwan 2e1 going to hell. i really dun understand.. i think this is the struggle between you and me, and if its not cleared soon. i might burst soon lord. clear this mess lord.

sidetracks:

i stop with the depressional stuff and go back to business.
my point of view about guys.
Mine . must haves
1starguy: nice hair
2starguy: nice hair. good looks
3starguy: nice hair. good looks. hot body
4starguy: nice hair . good looks . hot body . either: cambodian/french/paris/american
5starguy: nice hair. goodlooks. hot body. either : cambodian/ french / paris / american , rich

ofcourse. the MUSTMUSTHAVES. : devoted.commited.gentle.loving. definitately love me most.

thats all for today!
byebye