EMOTATIC
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 2/20/2008 03:41:00 PM
3 ladies emoing{we had to due to stress-up}
it had to be this color. cause i cant help but to be emo. i would say i dun like to look back to the past. but i got a scolding for maths tution ytd. it just woke me up. sort of. i just went dwelling into the past. a godly woman is always longing for a relationship. thats what i am doing now. am i just depressed or what. i cant help it.i dun know whye am i like this. cant i be the happy-go-lucky type of person. theres so much i have to think about. i cant leave things jus like this. it would be irresponsible. i dun wan to be like that. though i always dreamt to leave church, leave things like that. but then i thought ,, am i going to leave my savior,Jesus too??. that brought me back to church. kinda. i nearly left last year recent. due to too much stress and stuff. etc.
i have things like SCHOOL, CHURCH , LIFE to complain about.
lets start with school.,:
school or rather studies. is pretty bad. i aim for A{s} in Science and Maths. so i got scolding and stuff. it kinda pull me down . yar, i tried not being influenced by that. and continue my so-called studies.. i couldnt. so T.E.A is pretty important. =thank.encourage.appreciate. i love what i learnt. and we got to K.I.S.S = keepitshort&simple. hahas .so its called = KISS TEA. hahas. ok. i am getting happy and stuff. now lets go tooo church..
church. is freaking important to me. i will continue worshiping and praising God. thought because i spent too much time there i am rather affected with my studies. but i sort of hesitate. whether to stop church for a period of time or not. but then i think i shouldnt. am still considering. i must score well for my studies too. soo,, it kinda hard for me to deciide though. nextnext life
life. is deadly crazy for me. so-called-goodthings =
my friends. my cell. my family. my friends in schooll. ohmy. they so lovely. am praying for salvations i love my friends lar. people like chenshan.weixuan. rachel . jiawei. jeric. ZZ. shamus. they always talk to me. though they abit irritating for guys. . and i always hit them. hhhahaas. i would say my biggest goal in life. is praising God every moment in life. before i die. i wan to praise him. or better i die in church wile praising him. thats HISTORY.
*preparing standby*
gonnashutdown. i shall end here as i leave to do my assignment*
*shutttssDOWN*
EMOTATIC
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @ 2/20/2008 03:41:00 PM
3 ladies emoing{we had to due to stress-up}it had to be this color. cause i cant help but to be emo. i would say i dun like to look back to the past. but i got a scolding for maths tution ytd. it just woke me up. sort of. i just went dwelling into the past. a godly woman is always longing for a relationship. thats what i am doing now. am i just depressed or what. i cant help it.i dun know whye am i like this. cant i be the happy-go-lucky type of person. theres so much i have to think about. i cant leave things jus like this. it would be irresponsible. i dun wan to be like that. though i always dreamt to leave church, leave things like that. but then i thought ,, am i going to leave my savior,Jesus too??. that brought me back to church. kinda. i nearly left last year recent. due to too much stress and stuff. etc.
i have things like SCHOOL, CHURCH , LIFE to complain about.
lets start with school.,:
school or rather studies. is pretty bad. i aim for A{s} in Science and Maths. so i got scolding and stuff. it kinda pull me down . yar, i tried not being influenced by that. and continue my so-called studies.. i couldnt. so T.E.A is pretty important. =thank.encourage.appreciate. i love what i learnt. and we got to K.I.S.S = keepitshort&simple. hahas .so its called = KISS TEA. hahas. ok. i am getting happy and stuff. now lets go tooo church..
church. is freaking important to me. i will continue worshiping and praising God. thought because i spent too much time there i am rather affected with my studies. but i sort of hesitate. whether to stop church for a period of time or not. but then i think i shouldnt. am still considering. i must score well for my studies too. soo,, it kinda hard for me to deciide though. nextnext life
life. is deadly crazy for me. so-called-goodthings =
my friends. my cell. my family. my friends in schooll. ohmy. they so lovely. am praying for salvations i love my friends lar. people like chenshan.weixuan. rachel . jiawei. jeric. ZZ. shamus. they always talk to me. though they abit irritating for guys. . and i always hit them. hhhahaas. i would say my biggest goal in life. is praising God every moment in life. before i die. i wan to praise him. or better i die in church wile praising him. thats HISTORY.
*preparing standby*
gonnashutdown. i shall end here as i leave to do my assignment*
*shutttssDOWN*
